The Queen and Page of Cups by DrearyThoughts, literature
Literature
The Queen and Page of Cups
I spent so many of those months alone, Abed with my weakened body at home. I was ill at ease, but resolute and unfaltering, For every new day, my hope was still plotting. My optimism, anticipation, and hope were aglow; I was ripe and ready, and raring to go. Though physically heavy, my soul was light; Our beginning - that horizon - was just in sight. Until one day arrived the unwelcome guest, Pounding, as always, in my tightened chest. And what I hoped was a natural progression Soon became a dire technology lesson. My hopes for normalcy promptly strangled By the grip on my arm, and the wires entangled, Like a vice, like an unyielding tentacle hand, Dragging my hope through the scorching sand. Through to the waters of torment, To the undertow of the rip current. Screaming for help, until slipping under, Drowning, as my heart beat my soul asunder. Pleas and worries, a mouthful of water, Gravid pressure, ringing ears, pain and fatigue - shock - no tears. My soul swam
The Queen of Swords - Reversed by DrearyThoughts, literature
Literature
The Queen of Swords - Reversed
Underneath the veil are scars, new and old, some faded some raw. From past and present, from now and then, open or healed, they affirm what's been. Right hand, left hand, one to each cheek, gritted teeth, a veil lift and peak. I want to shut my eyes to Truth, and veil forever this proof uncouth - All the lines of our history baring honesty, but just to me. Light and dark, black and white, endings and beginnings, my lack of foresight. You may not see them, but I do, old and new, and a fair more than few - ugly scars, so I'm just like you. Only I can see them, only you can too, but you see what you want and I see only you. Damaged, lost, bitter, cruel, you are the Queen, and I am the Fool. So I dance the dance, and I laugh the laugh, I sing the songs, and I veil my face - it's better that way, to hide the disgrace. Not for you, but more for me, as I claim who I was meant to be, until I see the scars no more, until they fade into my core, Until they are but tiny
Is the old "She" returning?
Does She turn her ugly head?
Are her bitter thoughts still burning,
and are her eyes still black and dead?
It is true She still resides
in the catacombs of my mind;
it is there that She still hides
with her smirk - uncouth and unkind.
Her presence is like the Pest
as She stalks the dank within,
and She leaves me without rest
for She's hideous as Sin.
Her hair is a rat of tangles,
her skin the pallor of the grave,
and as She walks she jangles
for She is chained there like a slave.
Poor souls, Us, we cannot part!
We are destined to live as one
for we possess the same one heart,
a bond ne'er to be u
The Queen and Page of Cups by DrearyThoughts, literature
Literature
The Queen and Page of Cups
I spent so many of those months alone, Abed with my weakened body at home. I was ill at ease, but resolute and unfaltering, For every new day, my hope was still plotting. My optimism, anticipation, and hope were aglow; I was ripe and ready, and raring to go. Though physically heavy, my soul was light; Our beginning - that horizon - was just in sight. Until one day arrived the unwelcome guest, Pounding, as always, in my tightened chest. And what I hoped was a natural progression Soon became a dire technology lesson. My hopes for normalcy promptly strangled By the grip on my arm, and the wires entangled, Like a vice, like an unyielding tentacle hand, Dragging my hope through the scorching sand. Through to the waters of torment, To the undertow of the rip current. Screaming for help, until slipping under, Drowning, as my heart beat my soul asunder. Pleas and worries, a mouthful of water, Gravid pressure, ringing ears, pain and fatigue - shock - no tears. My soul swam
The Queen of Swords - Reversed by DrearyThoughts, literature
Literature
The Queen of Swords - Reversed
Underneath the veil are scars, new and old, some faded some raw. From past and present, from now and then, open or healed, they affirm what's been. Right hand, left hand, one to each cheek, gritted teeth, a veil lift and peak. I want to shut my eyes to Truth, and veil forever this proof uncouth - All the lines of our history baring honesty, but just to me. Light and dark, black and white, endings and beginnings, my lack of foresight. You may not see them, but I do, old and new, and a fair more than few - ugly scars, so I'm just like you. Only I can see them, only you can too, but you see what you want and I see only you. Damaged, lost, bitter, cruel, you are the Queen, and I am the Fool. So I dance the dance, and I laugh the laugh, I sing the songs, and I veil my face - it's better that way, to hide the disgrace. Not for you, but more for me, as I claim who I was meant to be, until I see the scars no more, until they fade into my core, Until they are but tiny
Is the old "She" returning?
Does She turn her ugly head?
Are her bitter thoughts still burning,
and are her eyes still black and dead?
It is true She still resides
in the catacombs of my mind;
it is there that She still hides
with her smirk - uncouth and unkind.
Her presence is like the Pest
as She stalks the dank within,
and She leaves me without rest
for She's hideous as Sin.
Her hair is a rat of tangles,
her skin the pallor of the grave,
and as She walks she jangles
for She is chained there like a slave.
Poor souls, Us, we cannot part!
We are destined to live as one
for we possess the same one heart,
a bond ne'er to be u
As the piper plays his tune, for the people marked with woad.
While they march on on their journey down the long forsaken road.
Where lush greenlands meet their border, at the grey stone barren cliffs.
Were red berries stand in sunshine, bearing pleasant natural gifts.
As they march into the forest, where the magic folk does roam.
And the pipers tunes hypnosis, makes them welcome to their home.
As they dance, he keeps on playing, followed by the folk of woad.
Will the piper show them mercy, or keep them dancing on the road.
As the piper plays his song, its effect it lingers on.
The effect remains a riddle, while the piper's fiddlers
But I have added some recent poems to my deviant art page...
For awhile now I've taken part in another community, but I was getting rather fed-up with the problem of spam in my message box, so here I am once more.
Don't expect many posts from me, however, as I am not much inclined to write poetry...and I am working on a novel...which I refuse to post here. :-)
In case anyone is wondering, I've put all of my deviations in storage. Back in the day, I used to enjoy posting work on deviantArt but over the years I've found that it's not really what I'm looking for anymore. In its place, I've recently joined a writing community elsewhere online where I am better able to focus on writing, and as it is the one thing I've ever felt I was somewhat successful doing, the change is very welcome. After a week of being on there, I have received many thoughtful and useful reviews and I have already met many people who share my common interest to the same degree so I find that sort of place is more for me.
I will
It's days like this that make we want to just up and quit. I am so tired of picking up the slack of other people and then being lectured about protocol that has not been followed since the get-go. I have nothing to do with the situation, so back the fuck down. I know how to do my job; tell the people directly involved as they seriously need to get their heads out of their asses and get to work. And if they don't like learning to do things for themselves, it's best you fire them and let the more competent people take over. Pretty simple.
I barely have time for my own clients, or for myself for that matter. My entire desk is in chaos and my he
So sorry for not being around dA so often anymore. Life is a bit chaotic lately.
Would LOVE to make use of said spare beds in the future...perhaps this year???? WE SHALL SEE!!!!! Ramon and I both really need some new experiences. We are a bit tired of the humdrum, stuck in a rut life!
Hoping all is well with you?? Hope those storms are not hitting you too hard!